Somewhere in the
lamp-lit dark of
this hospital parking lot
aye, yes, the hospital I was
born at, a killdeer
beseeches the night.
It’s got a nest to protect
a shallow scrape, it’ll
break a wing if it must.
Ambulances come & go.
For a moment, leaf smoke wafts
while LEDs burn bright
and it’s quiet, even peaceful.
The beer helps, engines idle.
A wind sock lit in orange
dangles lazily on the
hospital roof in a
mild November breeze.
The night shift leaving in threes
makes me nostalgic for exit.
Leaves litter the grass below a
healthy-looking ash.
The ash gleams leafless
in this blue-white
hospital parking lot light.
The first time I was here I
arrived safe in my mother’s belly.
Dad had just finished mowing the grass.
Now I remember. Even when I can see forward
that forward is never enough.
I awake at two-something in a
start. Is that Mom, coming out?
A tall woman in boots, headed this way,
unmistakable, alone. Dad
on a bed somewhere inside. I rifle through
my pockets in search of keys;
she is only getting closer. I find
them under me, hit the button,
clamber out of the back seat to greet her and
take her away along empty streets
to the place we all called home.