Cab Fare

Is there room for you
in this cab? Yes, if you
can straddle the glass
between me and driver.
It is hot and my bare skin
sticks to the vinyl. Even
the windows are sweating.
He says there is not enough
gas for air. He sits up there
snacking on coffee beans and limes.
My door doesn’t work—the
handle busted. My luggage
fills the trunk. The meter keeps
running. At the moment, we’re just
sitting here on the side of the
heat-sheen road wondering what
you’re doing with your thumb
stickin out. But it doesn’t matter.
Climb on in. Tell us where to go.

Maufrais

1.

I walked from one end of
this city to the other and saw
sidewalk after sidewalk with
Maufrais etched into it.

Maufrais the maker of concrete,
Maufrais the master of sand
and aligning right corners.

2.

Rick from Travis Heights,
Rick of Vietnam and Austin High,
Rick the one-man mowing company,
made of cords, engines, and gasoline.
I said, “Rick, do you know Maufrais?”
He offered me a cigarette but
my bus was on its way.

At home it is late and quiet.
I am not sleeping, just lying here.
I can hear the low rumble of trucks but it
doesn’t bother me, in want of sleep.

3.

I awake the next morning
to the gleeful bleats
of a garage sale across the street.
Timid myself, I send Lenore over.
It’s just a bunch of junk, she says.

We decide to talk about baby names.
I offer one up and she shoots it down.
No, that name is ruined forever, she says.
In her lap is someone’s baby-book.
Mmm-hm-hm-hm! Look at them
in their dresses and their
cute little shoes.

I remember now that it poured
this morning at 4 a.m. but
I missed it, awake enough only
for an instant, only
enough to realize it was raining.

4.

I offer up another one: Maufrais.
She does not reject it outright saying,
I have no doubts about it myself but
I wonder if the Italians would accept it.

All day I drank coffee,
eventually got so high my
hands were shaking and
I had to eat the leftover casserole.

5.

Outside, Rick is lurking.
When he fires up the lawnmower
lines of poetry
gather on my skin,
like beads of sweat.

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Something or nothing

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where’s the f-ing remote?

darts johnny c. waziristan the dollar
no idea how that got there

ahmadinejad bird flu hierophany
fodder for the world’s great supply chain

afternoon coffee drinker bernanke
play some ambient now, so we can chill out

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antitrust IAEA baseball ERISA
Don’t talk to me talk to Willie Shake.
shake-shake-shake, shake-shake-shake—
ORDER! ORDER!

abramoff al jazeera federalism
When you gonna e-mail me back?

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The Bowflex

Coffee at ten has to be a large part of why I’m up right now. But I’m also up because I want to be up. I imagine someone walking in here and saying, “Is it the coffee, John?” I’d say, “The coffee and a whole lot else.”

I was lying in bed and all sorts of thoughts—memories I hadn’t come across in a while—were keeping me awake. I thought about how I sold my Bowflex workout machine—probably right around this time last year—for $500 cash. It was my parents’ money really. I had bought the Bowflex on a credit card that I wasn’t funding. And I’m just so goddamned sorry that I’ve gotten this far off track and all I can think about is how my parents are seeing this situation.

Their child with promise and potential. What is he doing with his life? Not squandering it anymore than I already have. I’m just so sorry for myself and I know that’s now way to go about it but I was recalling that Bowflex transaction. With half of the cash I bought about two ounces of freeze-dried fungi. Just pathetic, just pathetic. And, of course, to whom can I confess this? Those who already know haven’t realized that they care...

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