Rememberdriving thatnight? On, on.It wasit. Rain and tornup Oklahomahighway to showred Oklahomaclay. On and onit wasthrough Dallas-Ft. Worth.Getting late withthe BBC. Morning IHOPburrito w/ picanteMore rain, rainbowson and on. 8/13/2003
Author: johnbrandall
Just about two years Ago
Standing, leaning along curving stone wall out in Front of Law School. Had lunch: peppercorn turkey on whole wheat, Grey Poupon, American cheese single; gala apple from Washington; and a chocolate peanut butter Odwalla Bar. It's not cold out here, a bit cool maybe. My hands are dry and crackling around the knuckles. I am … Continue reading Just about two years Ago
Gareth
I am in the closet once again. Light comes in under the door. The doorknob, I fear, will be hot if I touch it. Simone and Lee are outside talking—they've been talking out there for a really long time. My work performance. Do they suspect anything? There's a telephone jack in here for some reason. … Continue reading Gareth
On Capitalism and Corruption
If there were no corruption, people wouldn't care so much about getting their own piece. Corruption is essential to a healthy capitalist society.
Question about death vs. dreams
Why is it that, when you're about to die, you have a dream-like experience? And when you are dreaming, and about to die, you wake up?
Calls on 9/11/2001
I got seven calls that day. Brook, 12:15 am. Dad at 8:57 am, which woke me up. "The terrorists are at work," he said. "You better take a look. It's pretty bad." He was stifling tears, sobs. Ray from work at 12:21p. Then again at 12:24p. He came over and we hit Shayne and talked … Continue reading Calls on 9/11/2001
Urbanity
If I can't achieve urbanity without money then fuck-it.
The Loop
I am AM in the PM. A bumper sticker. Sitting in car. It takes everything I've got, just to write a bit. Adam's mix CD is playing. Had a cigarette not so long. Bought a pack at that little in & out shop on the loop. Asked for a hard pack of camel lights. Guy … Continue reading The Loop
New Year’s Resolution
Not to justify my ends, but to end my justification.
Bowl Game
Every team for a ring,fish of different schools,either end of the country. My mother's birthday, my wife's;Christmas Eve, New Year's. Tires, roses, computers, and peaches:the things of our economy. Get me a beer outta the fridge, mon frer.I'll slam it back through the line. Is that chocolate not what you'd hoped?An interception in the endzone, … Continue reading Bowl Game